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Vile Enigma

by Dismalìa

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1.
There is no rain Able to calm down The smoke of explosions No peace nor wind, scorching heat As I walk within this minefield No one but myself The dust in my lungs Eyes staring at the ground Where are my arms? Where are my friends? Not even clouds will pass by upon my head No shelter no return to the life that I used to know No one but myself Sand in my throat There is no voice to comfort me The more I inhale air The more pain I feel Is there any chance To get back to life? I was not aware As long as I was there Where are my arms? Where are my friends? Not even clouds will pass by upon my head No shelter no return to the life that I used to know
2.
Was it right to escape from your world To enter mine that night? Was it the end that made me wither? or a start that foreshadowed a failure? and in the middle we walked the trail wet from rain so we were lost in doubts there was no way out Under a dismal rain Our love is gone in your soul I found myself our eyes weren't lying then the storm and this sight became a thorn in the side But now don't hate me your fears tore me down you will be free to love again I'll do the same under this dismal rain Under a dismal rain Our love is gone There is no rage, no revenge Only resignation gazing at the downfall take care of yourself lost love of mine at least for me embracing this pain will bring relief
3.
What is the colour of fright? White as my dress of bandages That wrap my skin My father's will He wanted me dead Destroyed by the fire (As red as his bloodlust) He should have to protect me (He was my executioner) Fire, don't eat me, I’m just a child Father, don't hate me, would you hear me? Fire, the scars will mark my life Father, this vengeance won’t set you free You can leave it all behind My last words to you Before you set me on fire Fire, don't eat me, I’m just a child Father, don't hate me, would you hear me? Fire, the scars will mark my life Father, this vengeance won’t set you free While these flames were eating my skin I just breathed and prayed for the end You are killing no other than your son Dad, please have mercy on me! No pleading was heard by this man Blinded by the thirst for revenge Noises and blue lights I blacked out Opened eyes again I woke up in hell The worst thing is that I survived this madness that burned me alive From the street I heard a woman’s scream…Mother, was it you?
4.
Daemian 04:53
Invisible you were nothing for this world then one morning our city cried at the sad sight A thousand eyes just woke to the daylight Spotting a void And your body lying on the ground What pushed you down? Did you kill yourself? Or was it the enemy's hand? No answers will I get until I meet you again When and where shall I find peace? Never, nowhere on this earth The hopes for a better life died far away from our home beloved son, if only I had known or just could have been beside you Did you kill yourself? Or was it the enemy's hand? When and where shall I find peace? Never, nowhere, never, nowhere never, never, where do you rest in peace, my son?
5.
Leaves, stop scratching at my window Like me you’ll fall down Wind please hush My head explodes You are too harsh Moon, you should leave this man alone You cannot save me, your light is gone My brain is withering In despair I choke My memories are fading Death is my hope No, I won’t leave you suffering and yearning for death No please, don’t leave this world too soon.
6.
Full Moon 04:51
Late evening Cool air flows Into my room Invaded by This bright Full Moon The Goddess to whom I sigh Mother of my decay of physical and mental paralysis No one dares to contradict me, it's not her fault it is my fate Thought is no longer functional, stomach cramps Reveries for compulsive autoerotism Mother of my decay The blood still flows the mind remains on those spring days when she gave me access to the path of madness is this my fate? Dear full moon, will I ever heal? Dear full moon, will I ever live? I feel I'm alive Instead, I fall into the abyss it's useless to rise my world is like that of a child it ends tonight Full moon is there Welcome Death, Goodbye
7.
What I see from the top of my cross is them coming closer Ready to throw stones at me Why are they doing this to me Still, I love them so deeply They put a crown of thorns on my head the crown of thorns wounds the corneas of the beholders scratches their skin in my eyes it leaves a mist where there should have been love hate has grown right in their core and I am too weak to defeat it their ungratefulness, my road to decay the crown of thorns wounds the corneas of the beholders For a moment I no longer have loving thoughts the crown of thorns wounds the corneas of the beholders scratches their skin in my eyes it leaves a mist, a mist, a mist Where there should have been love hate has grown
8.
Indifference 05:36
Are we still alive? Earth is being killed by The most evil master, a fierce man We force her to be our slave, there is no way out Hidden by progress and well being We are building a grave for humanity The planet's worst enemy is man itself and I fear We don't deserve to live here We do not look beyond Our closest horizon Individualism Is our disease, our failure We should force ourselves to be aware No longer slaves Of indifference of this wickedness we will suffer the grim consequences We are our worst enemies I look at the sky and I fear We don't deserve to live here
9.
The love I desired the most For which I was waiting In that summer eventually came Welcomed as a liberation soon it turned into pain It was my mind prey to a vile enigma The sudden awakenings An endless apnea Throughout the day Obsessive thoughts gave no respite To my mind It was just pills to swallow While life trembled The word of God, the wisdom of the elders Motherly love and friends Couldn't help Perversa la mente che ingannò il cuore Tra tutte le ossessioni scelse l'amore

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released July 7, 2021

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Dismalìa Rome, Italy

Dismalìa was born in Rome in 2018.
The name of the band is composed by the italian word "malìa", which means “attraction" and the prefix "dis-", its opposite, forming in this way the meaning Attraction/Repulsion.
It's about attraction and repulsion towards people, their stories, their lives.
Real life stories that the band tries to bring to light, through an abrasive and melancholy sound.
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